Archive for October, 2007

What is the Price of Shuhada?

// October 9th, 2007 // 2 Comments » // Blog

A mobile phone, apparently.

I know the victim's family. I met the boy once at a neighbour's wedding; he was one of the waiting staff. Didn't realize he was so young, though. He was very kind to my mother, and took extra care of her during the function, calling her “grandma” (which i teased her about endlessly at the time). Naturally the family are quite distraught, especially as his body was not released immediately, due to forensic investigation.

I pray he died a shaheed (martyr). He died defending the property of his friends (he gave up his phone, but refused to give up his friends' phones). That's when the knife was pulled, and in the struggle he was stabbed. He died of a heart attack, caused by massive blood loss; the wound was not actually that deep to cause serious injury in itself, according to the attending doctor.

He died in the holiest month of the Islamic calendar; when the gates of Paradise are open, and the gates of Hell are closed. He died after having prayed the Asr salaat. A shaheed in Ramadan – he has been honoured by Allāh, Ar-Rahman.

Please remember his family in your prayers. I can't imagine their pain, nor do i ever want to be in their shoes.

The Princess & The Ivory Tower

// October 8th, 2007 // 37 Comments » // Blog

Rapunzel dolefully stared at herself in the mirror, as she ran a golden comb through her long, silky locks.

“I'm lonely up here, in my ivory tower.”, she sighed. “I'd really like some company… or maybe, to get out more. But how do i leave a room with no doors, ten storeys high?”.

She gently placed the comb down on the dresser, slowly meandered over to the only window, and longingly gazed out onto a world she barely knew.

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Words

// October 5th, 2007 // 3 Comments » // Blog

Words hurt.
Words heal.

Words burn.
Words soothe.

Words mislead.
Words inspire.

Words curse.
Words save.

It only takes one word
to earn anger or pleasure.

Yet how little thought i give,
to the words i give to you.

Only two words left to say:
Forgive me.

The Prophet said, “A slave (of Allāh) may utter a word which pleases Allāh without giving it much importance, and because of that Allāh will raise him to degrees (of reward): a slave (of Allāh) may utter a word (carelessly) which displeases Allāh without thinking of its gravity and because of that he will be thrown into the Hell-Fire.” [Al-Bukhari]

Superiority Of Western Values

// October 4th, 2007 // No Comments » // Blog

This looks interesting:

Intelligence Squared Presents:

RELUCTANCE TO ASSERT SUPERIORITY OF WESTERN VALUES

Date: Tuesday 9th October 2007
Time: 6.30 pm – 8.30 pm
Venue: Royal Geographical Society, 1 Kensington Gore, London, SW7 2AR

This month's debate will put discuss the statement: We should not be reluctant to assert the 'superiority' of Western values. As usual we will have a distinguished panel of guests who will speak 'for' or 'against' the motion.

For the motion: Douglas Murray, David Aaronovitch, Ibn Warraq
Against the motion: Tariq Ramadan, William Dalrymple, Charles Glass

The debate will be chaired by Edward Lucas and will be available by web-cast the following afternoon on our website. Tickets are £20 each. All welcome to participate.

For more information and bookings please contact:
Tel: 020 7494 3345
E-mail: info[at]intelligencesquared[dot]com
Website: www.intelligencesquared.com

Feeling Jobless

// October 4th, 2007 // 10 Comments » // Blog

I don't know what to do with myself.

Had all these plans last week, of what i would do after submission.

They kept me going through the stress of a fast-approaching deadline.

Deadline gone.

Work handed in.

Me sat in front of computer.

Sniffling. Sneezing. Coughing.

(I have a cold)

What to do now?

No energy… no motivation… want to go out… but to do what, exactly?

Ramadan nearly over.

I don't even feel like it has truly begun.

I think i have PTSD: post-thesis stress disorder.

While In Rome…

// October 3rd, 2007 // 4 Comments » // Blog

Or in this case, South Kensington.

Gosh, i missed London. Not smelly East London, where i live. Real London… the beautiful architecture, the museums, the universities, the posh folks, the suits, the random tourists… I missed it all! So, after i submitted my thesis (i've written that phrase so many times today, in numerous e-mails and text messages!), i popped into the Victoria & Albert Museum on my way home, to check out their Islamic Middle Eastern art exhibit.

I apologize for the poor photo quality. It was an unplanned visit, so i only had my camera phone, and add to that low lighting = noisy, grainy pics… but maybe it'll inspire you to see the real thing for yourself! Entry to the museum is free, alhamdulillah. Except for my foreign readers, who may have to pay for the airfare to come over to London. {wink}

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Four Years

// October 3rd, 2007 // 15 Comments » // Blog

Ever wondered what four years looks like?

PhD thesis

Now you know.

Jazakallah to all those who made dua for me. Now i ask you keep me there until my viva (not sure when it is though!). {grin}

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